February, won't you be my valentine?

So I realize it's not Valentine's Day yet... but its February. So the title counts.

School is good. This blog may be short because I have a group meeting in about 15 minutes. I'm doing better blogging already! Ha.

I have a photo assignment due in less than two days. I have finished my roll. But I still have to develop, print, and mount 2 great prints by Thursday at 1245 pm. I really don't know how I'm going to manage. But, I'm sure I'm not the first to procrastinate this kind of thing so I'm just gonna try not to stress about it and do the best I can. I'll be sure to let you know it goes. :-)

I found out yesterday that my chemistry teacher thought I dropped the class. At least that's what he told my lab partner yesterday before I got to lab. I was sick with a fever and a nasty cough last Thursday thru the weekend so naturally I skip class. The dean of students has told everyone to stay home if you're sick. So I did. I missed both Thursday and Friday and I emailed all my teachers. But my chem teacher STILL thought I dropped. What a bum. He looks like the "inconceivable" guy from The Princess Bride. It's hilarious.

I have been thinking lately... that I like this guy. I'm not going to disclose his name for fear he may find out. If you want to know though, email me. Haha. I've known him a while and we're really good friends. But I just don't think it'll work out. We're strictly just friends, but whenever I'm around him I know things could and maybe should be different. I'm not around him very often either for certain reasons, and I know that he has no idea I like him. I'm not really sure if I should tell him though. I don't know if it will change things and I absolutely do not want to kill a friendship. It's a catch 22... I really like him. But I don't really want to. But I can't help it! And every time this happens I always think Oh yeah I'll just let things happen naturally and go with the flow.. whatever. It never really works that well for me though. And this is seriously the last thing I need right now... an added stress about boys. For real? I already have school to deal with! And I should be saying I'm an adult now, I should go after the things I want and not be a weiner about it. But here I am... blogging about a guy I've secretly liked for a long time now but I've never admitted it to myself or anyone else. I feel like I'm in middle school writing in my journal about a boy in my social studies class drawing "I heart so and so" all over my homework... Soooo juvenile. So what should I do? Should I just come out and say it? Or just hang out and remain in the "friend zone" while he dates other eligible bachelorettes?